Gasping for air, can’t help but feeling
That you’re not here like times before in my nightmares
Clenched fists to break through I almost see you
Blanket of fear, culling voices, “safe in here”
Running, I’m always running, I just keep running
From the powers that won’t let me be
Judging it’s almost crushing they just keep rushing
Towards an end that wasn’t meant to be
Forsake, forceps, your hate, my Next
Blind date, train wrecks, flayed skin, great sex
Late night, hate texts, your shit white dress
Forms of latex, all these things won’t let me see
Ooooowww
An earthquake brought to heel
A king that’s forced to eat with his underlings
Humiliate the holy
Humbled by those who help me down
But what if I take you by the hand
Could you just show me how to understand
Running, I’m always running, I just keep running
From the powers that won’t let me be
Judging, it’s almost crushing, they just keep rushing
Towards an end that wasn’t meant to be
Forsake, forceps, your hate, my next
Blind date, train wrecks, flayed Skin, great Sex
Late night, hate texts, your shit white dress
Forms of latex, all these things won’t let me see
Ooooowww, all the things won’t let me see, Ooooowww
Let me be, let me see, couldn’t be, mindless scheme
So unclean, broken dream, rotten scene, truth I scream
Let me be, couldn’t be, let me see, no obscene
Clever dream, broken dream, wrath I scream, alone I scream
Running, I’m always running, I just keep running
From the powers who won’t let me be
Judging, it’s almost crushing, they just keep rushing
Towards an end that wasn’t meant to be
Forsake, forceps, your hate, my next
Blind date, train wrecks, flayed Skin, great Sex
Late night, hate texts, your shit white dress
Forms of latex, all these things won’t let me see
credits
released May 10, 2022
Written, Performed, Mixed and Mastered by B.D. Martin
B.D. Martin's influences include Grunge, Metal, Rock, Hip Hop, Alternative and Blues. He struggled with addiction for years
he puts the painful fight to overcome it in many of his songs. In addition to working as a music video director/editor, live sound and recording engineer, B.D. Martin also composes all of his works and plays all of the instruments in his recordings....more
Sal Baglio has been a huge influence and inspiration for me professionally and personally. He's an extraordinary musician and this album showcases that perfectly. I thoroughly enjoy this album. B.D. Martin