Eponymous, by B.D. Martin

Eponymous

by B.D. Martin

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1.	Heaven Won't Hold Me 03:56 video	lyrics	buy track
Watch Heaven crashing down with an attitude A force so surreal you can see it The end just began, what you gonna do? No ones really safe you can feel it Now, What you gonna do? Now, You can feel it Now, What you gonna do? The angels are leaving Now Hell's walking down on the avenue The stench of their rot, You can taste it The scars that we wear make us bulletproof The demons all around getting wasted Now, What you gonna do? Now, You can taste it Now, What you gonna do? The demons created Oh the end is calling Oh it's oh so near All the angels falling Heaven won't hold me here Now, What you gonna do? Now, You can feel it Now, What you gonna do? My angels and demons Oh the end is calling Oh it's oh so near All the angels falling Heaven won't hold me here Oh the end is calling Oh oh oh it's almost here All the angels falling Heaven won't hold me here
2.	Illuminate 03:53	lyrics	buy track
Freedom is as freedom does Why can't you tell me what this nation was? I think we're melting, Feels like we're covered in dumb I hear the, "Help me! Help me!" but nobody would I think we're melting so where's the alarm Illuminate Build up the fires, Shoot us from the capital Label us liars but we can see you Encroach our livelihood, We know it's gone too far Call us the monsters, We will eat you I got one thing to say to the establishment It's we the people who established it From a former junkie to the college kids We'll fight your hate till we abolish it Illuminate Build up the fires, Shoot us from the capital Label us liars but we can see you Encroach our livelihood, We know it's gone too far Call us the monsters, We will eat you We will eat you, We the people We can see you, We will beat you now Build up the fires, Shoot us from the capital Label us liars but we can see you Encroach our livelihood, We know it's gone too far Call us the monsters, We will eat you
3.	Break Neck 02:41	lyrics	buy track
I've been hanging out for quite a while now Watching all the ways that you go Dirty innuendos and choking on the shell that once Held you up and coddled your soul Spiral down as I break my neck Hiding from my next regret I can't breathe and the room is spinning How can this be, I'm your nightmare? Look in at me with your filthy grin and I ask myself why I even come here No need to lie about your blurry motives now I've figured out what makes you go Fistful of your hair, Claw marks on my body I haven't felt a touch of your soul Spiral down as I break my neck Planning out my next regret I can't breathe and the room is spinning How can this be, You're your nightmare? Look in at me with your filthy grin and I ask myself why I even come here You lost who guides you Good thing that they don't know We'll find you as I reach though you now Spiral down as I break my neck Living out my last regret I can't breathe and the room is spinning How can this be, I'm your nightmare? Look in at me with your filthy grin and I ask myself why I even come here now
4.	Game ft. Mike Mello 03:20	lyrics	buy track
It turns out I feel too deep, So don't fuck with me Now I'm starting to see it's just a luxury Bound and crippling me for eternity Found a way out I'll paint my heart black Sound the sirens scream to get a hold of me Down cut the flesh so it doesn't bleed Crown the champion for defeating me Proud to break a man, I don't like that Wanna play a game I destroy, you destroy me and bottle up Till I hate you hating me and double up I one up, you one up me, beginners luck Till we both crazy, repeat and fuck I found out its never been deep, that's why you fuck with me Now you're starting to see its just a tragedy Drown and plundering me I'm the enemy Now you found a way out paint your heart black Mistake in treating me like your property Cold, dismembering me, Who's the casualty? Drown the champion, Art of treachery Now I'll make a stand, You won't like that Wanna play a game I destroy, you destroy me and bottle up Till I hate you hating me and double up I one up, you one up me, beginners luck Till we both crazy, repeat and fuck Game oh I love you? No! I need you? No! Can't have you, No! I bleed you, No! Wanna play a game I destroy, you destroy me and bottle up Till I hate you hating me and double up I one up, you one up me, beginners luck Till we both crazy, repeat and fuck I destroy, you destroy me and bottle up Till I hate you hating me and double up I one up, you one up me, beginners luck Till we both crazy, repeat and fuck
5.	Hallowed Ground 03:33	lyrics	buy track
I've been here before Stretched out bleeding on the floor I've seen this look before Locked up shame behind the door And I... Keep holding on To what... Has steered me wrong Holding on, Yeah I've been searching round Breaking hallowed ground Tracing my own doubts Breaking hallowed ground I've been strangled by my fear Held my breath till I disappeared And just when everything was clear The Bitch bites back with a serpent near And I... Keep holding on Tonight... It won't take long Holding on, Yeah I've been searching round Breaking hallowed ground Tracing my own doubts Breaking hallowed ground Alone I'm dancing in everybody's death stare The fever rising but I've already been there The Devils coming and everyone will be here To hold you down, To hold you down I've been searching round Breaking hallowed ground Tracing my own doubts Breaking hallowed ground I've been hallowed ground Breaking my own doubts I've been searching round Breaking hallowed ground
6.	Devil's Wings 04:28	lyrics	buy track
Tip toe to the edge of insanity, Surfacing stop Flight of ignorance for the suffering, What it brings not Itching in the skin of irrelevance, Devil's wings drop Frail and quivering I'm a skeleton, Siphoning rot "Can't remember", floods November Lost the sense of right and wrong Slick and slender, Judged by temperament A means of moving on Can you save your dreams when you're falling out Can you hear their screams when their calling out Live without the threat of security, Regulate thought Fighting for a glimpse of simplicity, Catering, Taut Scratching at the eyes of impunity, Justice brings, Flock Story telling birds to get rid of me, Crackling pop Time remembers hate filled benders Lost all hope of moving on Quick to render, Absent splendor In the grips of birthing spawn Can you save your dreams when you're falling out Can you hear their screams when their calling out Time remembers hate filled benders Lost all hope of moving on Slick and slender, Judged by temper Meant a means of moving on Can you save your dreams when you're falling out Can you hear their screams when their calling out Surfacing stop, What it brings not, Devil's wings drop, Siphoning rot Regulate thought, Catering, Taut,Justice brings, Flock, Crackling pop
7.	World That Is ft. 'Z' 02:40	lyrics	buy track
With your heel to my neck, Try and keep me in check Lie because you do it best, Now I'm growing in the hate you give me Heel to my death, Why? I get no respect Try to take one more breath in the world that is your apathy It's cold out December something I don't know why my mind be jumping Feeling like everything I do get trumped and Wait I just had to get my bumps in Wait I just had to get real slumped in Wait count it while it really comes in Gimme the money that I be wanting, I swear I had to get it like a n***a that never cared at all Grew up to ball man while my conglomerates chase me Shit, Here sitting basic if you hate me But I don't really care cause that shit out date me With your heel to my neck, Try and keep me in check Lie because you do it best, Now I'm growing in the hate you give me Heel to my death, Why? I get no respect Try to take one more breath in the world that is your apathy The world that is your oh, The world that is your oh The world that is your oh, The world that is your apathy Final straw, Nerves are raw, Final straw, Nerves are raw With your heel to my neck, Try and keep me in check Lie because you do it best, Now I'm growing in the hate you give me Heel to my death, Why? I get no respect Try to take one more breath in the world that is your oh With your heel to my neck, Try and keep me in check Lie because you do it best, Now I'm growing in the hate you give me Heel to my death, Why? I get no respect Try to take one more breath in the world that is your apathy
8.	Bad Todd 04:09	lyrics	buy track
Coming undone, you can't blame me Sick and dumb, you can't blame me Lying lips, you can't blame me Hide from truth, you can't blame me Hey, pardon me, but if you can't see I'm under medicated, Its your call Who gonna get? Good Todd, Bad Todd Tapped in blinders, Im engulfed in fire Poison tongue is tired, I won't pull my punches Maybe someday I'll relax the crazy Doctors meds have made me, Till then I roam free I can breathe, It's crippling me I can see it's blindfolding me I can be stop hindering me It might be me, It's all you Hey, excuse me, if it may seem I'm over medicated, It's your fault Who you gonna get, Good Todd, Bad Todd Screaming tyrant, Overdose on violence As I try to silence the voices, Crush me Pray, who made me? Fucking God won't save me If I relax the crazy then someday maybe Don't blame me I can't fight it, Screaming tyrant Drown in violence soaked in my shit Someone save me I'm going crazy Please don't blame me, Its you who made me I can't fight it, Screaming tyrant (Medication on occasion known to cause assimilation) Drown in violence soaked in my shit (Medication on occasion known to cause a situation) Someone save me I'm going crazy (Medication on occasion known to cause assimilation) Please don't blame me, Its you who made me (Medication on occasion known to cause a situation)
9.	Tuesday 03:29	lyrics	buy track
Gather around me, Tell me what you see Is it the lust and the shame? Or the guilt and the blame? Or the drugs and the pain? Or me? Is it the stark crazy days? Or the lost in the maze? Or the blood used to bath of me? Breaking down, I can't care about it Live without, Them or their bullshit Cleaning out, Those who care about it Breaking down on a Tuesday Like I've been trapped in a cage Youth in me turned to age Weakness morphed into rage in me So beyond being saved If it helps you can pray Just as long as its not aimed at me I'll take care of it, oh Just like I Never did, no Breaking down, I can't care about it Live without, Them or their bullshit Cleaning out, Those who care about it Breaking down on a Tuesday Is it the lust and the shame? Or the guilt and the blame? Or the drugs and the pain in me? Breaking down, I can't care about it Live without, Them or their bullshit Cleaning out, Those who care about it Breaking down on a Tuesday Breaking down, I can't care about it Live without, Them or their bullshit Cleaning out, Those who care about it Breaking down on a Tuesday
10.	Scratch That 03:34	lyrics	buy track
I recall the day, when the earth was struck by meteors Walking through the haze wondering what went wrong Did I cause it all, Or was it somewhere in between? Even through the fall, all the looks that you gave me You saw me standing tall Split the earth right where I'm standing Smite me when I crawl, Do me the favor You know what, scratch that Breaking through this phase as I try to keep it linear You set my world ablaze, I wonder if you felt that Scattering the pieces we brawl, crashing through the roof and the walls Disintegrating truth of it all and all you left me was me You saw me standing tall Split the earth right where I'm standing Smite me as I crawl, Do me the favor You know what, scratch that Break me, Do it, Break me again Break me, Do it, Break me again You saw me standing tall Split the earth right where I'm standing Smite me as I crawl Do me the favor, Do me the favor Smite me as I crawl Split the earth right where I'm standing Taunt me standing tall Do me the favor, Do me the favor Scratch that
11.	WHM 03:36	lyrics	buy track
Sometimes it frightens me A feeling way down deep It won't rest and I'm losing sleep And so it ends tonight Do you remember me The one who could not bleed As it sets me free As it ends tonight You won't break me You can't take me Blow it out, Try to get a hold of me Stop me know, Yeah right Bold and proud, Annihilating Everything Blow me down How? You can't The fire burns in me A candle wick of greed I don't fuck with sleep Burn it down tonight The smoke helps me breathe The fire, bathed and clean Blazes set in dreams Light my soul tonight You won't break me You can't take me Blow it out, Try to get a hold of me Stop me know, Yeah right Bold and proud, Annihilating Everything Blow me down Embers enlighten me The things I can't control They always end up fucking bitting me The things I can't control They always end up fucking bitting me Embers enlighten me The things I can't control They always end up fucking bitting me The things I can't control They always end up fucking bitting me Sometimes it frightens me The fire burns in me The smoke helps me breathe Burn it down tonight Blow it out, Try to get a hold of me Stop me know, Yeah right Bold and proud, Annihilating Everything Blow me down Burn it down Stop me now, yeah right Burn it down Burn me down, yeah right
12.	Love & Alcohol Pt. 1 05:31	lyrics	buy track
The warmth reflects your hair today Never in my life would I have imagined That I would need you The memories are worn today The gentle embrace of your words offer comfort There's things I need to say I lost where to find you Im longing to see you If only for the day Millions of arrows rain down Just to dodge them Tell cupid, "go away" Your voice reflects me mood today Quiet and somber I take in the beauty The world that needs you Your loving kiss has blown away Endlessly searching, Your touch offers comfort I need to hear you say I lost where to find you Im longing to see you If only for the day Millions of reasons dressed up Just excuses Tell them to go away Gone are the days I can hear you say I love you don't worry I'm here to stay Try finding the strength to just breathe today I'd give anything to just hear you say You turn to blue the skies of grey I know that you watch over me up in Heaven yeah I can feel you Although it seems we're lives away You're free from your pain with that I find comfort so things will be ok I know where to find you I can't wait to see you I'll be with you one day Till then I'll keep you alive In my memories You'll never fade away Gone are the days I can hear you say I love you don't worry we'll be ok Try finding the strength to just breathe today I'd give anything to just hear you say
13.	Love & Alcohol Pt. 2 04:22	lyrics	buy track
Gone are the days I can hear you say I love you don't worry I'm here to stay Finding the strength to just breathe today I'd give anything just to hear you say Gone are the days I can hear you say I love you don't worry I'm here to stay Finding the strength to just breathe today I'd give anything just to hear you say I love when you haunt my nightmares I love when you paint it black I love when you touch me right there Applying pressure like a heart attack Slow down, Slow down now baby Tape up my wings and fly to you Take away all that was done to you Never forget what we've been through Break off my horns and fly to you Alcohol while you fly with the angels After all it was one hell of a ride I hate that we never went there I hate we decided no I hate I don't have you right here Its fucked up that now we'll never know Slow down, Slow down now baby Tape up my wings and fly to you Take away all that was done to you Never forget what we've been through Break off my horns and fly to you Alcohol while you fly with the angels After all it was one hell of a ride Where did you go? Where did you go? No! Don't! Should've buried me! Tape up my wings and fly to you Take away all that was done to you Never forget what we've been through Break off my horns and fly to you Alcohol while you fly with the angels After all it was one hell of a ride

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released August 9, 2022

Written and Performed by B.D. Martin
Mixed and Mastered by B.D. Martin

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B.D. Martin Bridgewater, Massachusetts

B.D. Martin's influences include Grunge, Metal, Rock, Hip Hop, Alternative and Blues. He struggled with addiction for years he puts the painful fight to overcome it in many of his songs. In addition to working as a music video director/editor, live sound and recording engineer, B.D. Martin also composes all of his works and plays all of the instruments in his recordings. ... more

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